Spiritual Forum

There are many 'organisations' I have found on the internet that have similar interests to me. I do some research on them and 100% are predominantly left hand path. You need lots of money to make your way through the learning process and the most important part is to get to meet other like minded people. I like people that are called strange or weird by so called 'normal' people especially when they are intelligent. It is a sign they may have moved beyond the lower levels of consciousness and at that point one does not care what others think.

I have learned a lot from library and from the internet by myself without paying anything! I have all the materials I could possibly need for many life times. The only thing missing is the interaction and the learning from others just by being with them. These groups are very secretive and usually get members through generations of handing down membership as a birth right.

I used to drink in a pub every day for maybe 10 years and I found out the land lord was a Freemason. I also found out he had been connected to a large drug seizure in another town. I have read a lot of Masonic books and surprised him with what I knew. It is mostly about businessmen getting together and fixing everything to their members advantage. They keep business among their own circle and help each other to get set up if they need assistance. 

That was the case with this landlord. He had been set up to run this pub by his brothers as a way of getting him started in legit business. The masons do not see any kind of business as wrong as long as you do not get caught. People put so much effort into even getting to the third degree that they are not their own man any more but are under the control of a handler. 

I am not a member and never was. I have no problem with them as long as they do not bother me. Most people do not even know they are there in every town. I told this land lord thAt I would not join because their boss is none other than Lucifer. He burst out laughing and said are you sure you are on the right hand path as I rolled up a Moroccan cigarette. This was never allowed but I did it every time I got pissed and most pubs let me! 

There is something very darkly spiritual in the process of getting really drunk. There are groups who look for this effect. Look at the change in people...it is another person...possessed by spirit alcohol and of course tobacco. The result is usually negative.

So I answered him at the time and I said I am not sure which side I am on. That was because of all the influence of all the substances I was on. But now with six years in the dry from alcohol I can say for sure I am the right hand path. Is there any groups who are right hand path who will not bore me to tears, try to get my life saving which is nothing and is not a cult.

There are so many choices for the left but the right must keep itself very well hidden. This post is not meant to be serious. Just a contemplation and release of stuff.