I ask you to lean back for a while and imagine, that:
# many are not only without anybody to love, cuddle and touch,
but also without anybody who teaches them patience and softness;
# many not only have no other approach to life than loud music, drinking and peer pressure,
but also no one showing them openness without fear and courage to look into eyes;
# many not only feel they are not tolerated,
but considered like dirt and senseless roaches;
# many not only do not listen to their conscience,
but trying to beat it dead by beating other ones;
# that many not only suffer from many voices yelling in this world,
but find no approach to their own voices;
# and finally, that not only they see no other one than their lonely self,
but are doomed to experience they are not recognized.
It makes no sense asking who or what made it that way - we would not come to an end. This is frame and reference all our work is being done and makes sense.
And here a human can find an answer of why he came here in this world as divine spark of love...
It makes perfect sense to ask who or what made it that way... and it can come to an end very easy...
its our own social system, and the way we've been brought up in it.
Well it's a sad thing...but the thing is....you don't need that. It's a great lesson in self empowerment and self love. You don't need other people to love you, in order to love yourself. It's nice to have, obviously we all prefer it...but you don't need it. You don't need people to love you or recognize you...when I walk in the street, I'm hoping people don't notice me lol
I think...when you can be comfortable alone...and you release your dependence on other peoples approval and love...then you really come into your own, as a truly sovereign self sustained being. You dig within you to find your love, your power, your purpose. It's not that you don't want other people to love you, but you don't need it, because you already have found love within.
People have a fear of being alone. A fear of being unloved and unwanted, unnoticed and unrecognized...because they don't want to feel like they have no value. But...true value comes from within...it really does. It doesn't come by other peoples measure of your worth, that's a human illusion, and people fall into it. It comes from just accepting yourself as you are, and being comfortable as you are, for what's within you. For just being the being that you are, for being alive, for existing. If people don't recognize it, well that's too bad. But you know who you are. And other peoples opinions, or lack of attention, doesn't define who you are, you define who you are.
That's an important lesson people need to learn...and is usually at the heart of why people go through things in the first place.
People of Conscience and Heart have a desire and need to give Love and whether they realize it or not they have a desire and need to receive it. Whats the point if you have no one to give it to, no one who appreciates it, no one who values it, and no one to return it. Being comfortable with ones self is important but when you have an instinctive need to help, care for, and Love others and not have anyone to give it to or receive it from, it leaves a hole right through your Heart that never gets filled and only gets bigger. One cannot live a happy balanced fullfilled life having no one to care for and having no one to care for them. Got lots of experience on that issue and I can tell you personally that it doesn't matter how much Love you have for yourself or how indepentent you are, for now, we were never meant to experience life alone, to only give and never receive, to only Love and be content with ourselves and not receive said Love from others. FEAR of not having is not the issue, its having a NEED for it, a need for something or someone and not getting it. We are Divine beings of Love, only giving and not receiving hurts and no amount of self value can make up for it. Maybe in a higher form of life that will change, but those who disagree, for us right now and where we are going, might want to ask those who do give and don't recieve and have done it for awhile what they think of it... it hurts, it sucks, it is unhealthy, and it is unsubstainable, something inside will break or die. The cornerstones that my spirituality are built upon are: Service to God, Service to Others, Servie to Self. An imbalance/lack in any of these 3 areas leaves one unfullfilled and less then what they can and should be.
To me I just feel like I don't belong in the "outer world". Unemployment and the stress of not getting enough money, right now I kind of live of savings. And people all around me feel like they are on a total different wavelength, they are so into the game that I have to pretend to be that as well just to have any to be friends with. The fear of "what will they think of me" is hard to get rid off. I want to live with likeminded people, maybe travel some, but there's no money! I'm stuck here in my country at my parents house, almost unemployed, no one in real life that have started to wake up and exploring spirituality. It's all tough and some days are harder to ignore all this pressure.
I just want things to change like have been said so long in channelings, that would be a dream come true. To have limitations released, to be free to do whatever you want to do, to live with understanding, compassionate, respectful beings. We really have went through "hell" and it's not hard to see why when you are given the truth, I just wonder how much more "time" we have to endure here until things are ready to proceed? There is always a fear bubbling up telling me "what if nothing of this is going to happen?" I know deep within ascension is real, but for whatever reason I find it so hard to get a grip on spirituality in my own life, I feel nothing extraordinary when I meditate for example, that's why I want to be with likeminded people, or anyone that can teach me something. I just hate to think that this world we have today will keep getting worse and worse for everybody and they still just think it's a random coincidence everything is the way it is. I don't want to experience this much longer..
I don't feel much when I meditate but I do see stuff. Get that 3rd Eye open! Filtered water helps alot, also going vegatarian helps too.
There's so much of this that confuses me. I don't even know what my third eye is or how to use it. It's not something you can read about but I feel it's so hard to achieve those things alone. I know flouride for example is a blockage that "smudges" the gland (pineal?) But I doubt it's in my tap water at home. I live in Sweden and in a very small community. As for going vegetarian, I'm not sure how to eat or what to eat to remain healthy.
Like even if I stopped drinking tap water or going vegetarian, I'm not sure how that would affect me, cause I don't know how or what to do. When I meditate I just feel relaxed, sometimes I meditate with binaural beats lying down, It feels as if I'm falling asleep and being somwhere else but I know I'm conciouss, I don't sleep because when I go back I'm not feeling tired and I'm aware that I have been meditating all the time, it's hard to explain.
I just feel it would be easier to have a guide, teacher or someone to explore this with irl. It's all so hard to read about something and put it to use yourself. Though I don't feel any pressure on me, but I feel so curious to explore ANYTHING beyound my 5 senses.
Also one thing that has bothered me lately is the swine-flu shot I took 2 years ago. This was obviously something from the cabal - can this has anything to do with blocking something? like shutting down something? I so regret that I didn't know about conspiracy and spirituality back 2 years ago.. :/
As you see I have a lot of questions and this is the only place for me that I can vent them, I don't really know what else to do, some days are just harder or different than others and I'm sure we all feel that way.
Seeing with your 3rd Eye/Pineal is as easy as closing your eyes. What you see depends on how "Clean" your eye is and how much practice you put into it. Simply meditate with your eyes closed with minimal lights in the room and simply see what you can see. You will start to see colors, waves of light, balls of light coming towards you, away from you, passing in front of you, etc. You will think at first its just your normal eye balls but here is a test that works everytime for me. When you start seeing things put your hand over your forehead, if what you see suddenly disapears you are seeing with your third eye. Going vegatarian helps clean up your third eye, lots of garbage (hormones and other toxins) in meat these days plus it lowers your vibrational level. I had to stop eating meat because my enlightenement level had reached the point where eating meat actually made me sick to my stomache. But be careful about buying grocery store veggies, I bought a bag of fruit one time and first bite made me sick it had so much pesticides in it. When your vibes start to rise pay attention to how your body reacts to things and act accordingly. I only buy certain veggies from farm produce stands but somethings like mushrooms, I love em, I can only get from grocery stores. Large grocery stores have a vegatarian section usually located in the vegtable/fruit areas. They actually have Veggie cheese, lunch "meat", sausage, beef stuff all made from all vegtables and if you pick the right ones they are not bad at all and in fact in some cases are even better then the meat taste wise and are healthier. Just avoid the frozen veggie burger patties, YUK, taste like cardboard. Buy the unformed tube sausage/beef veggie stuff and make your own burgers, etc. There are also youtube vids, you will need headphones, they help open your third eye as well as work on your other Chakras. As far as the vaccine goes, if you didn't develop anything from the shot by now you are safe, but avoid them in the future.
ALSO... don't go crazy exploring things like communing with beings, channeling, giving energy away, powering your energy level up, etc. There is DANGER out there and you, having no defense skills, will be in trouble. But if you do encounter trouble/problems Pray to Jesus and Archangel Micheal for help. If you really need their help they will help you, if they don't then either you didn't need help or you can actually help yourself. They saved my butt more then a few times! Also get in touch with your Guardian Angels, they are your guides and protectors and Love you very much and want to communicate with you very much. I don't know where I would be without my Angels, I LOVE THEM!!! And don't forget GOD who also answered my Prayer for protection that I saw through my third eye! Your about to have your reality rewritten, mine changed on a daily basis for like a month, but don't worry, they will always be with you and will guide and help you but you have to LISTEN to the advice they give you as long as your sure your messages are from the Divine. Keeping it basic and simple will keep you fully occupied for months, trust me on that, I'm still on the basics. It's not about learning neat things, it's about your Spirituality, getting in touch with the Divine, don't focus on sheilds, astral traveling, communing/channeling, etc. Get a good foundation going with the Divine and give yourself a good reworking/self evaluation, mine is still in progress. I would suggest Googling Angel Numbers, the great thing about them is that as long as your Heart is of good intentions of listening to your Angels, then no matter how many #'s you get they will be from your Angels. Just be prepared to do alot of "Thinking". And be brutally honest, there really is no point any other way. But don't overdue it, remember to maintian Balance. That point my Angels are still trying to hammer home on me, lol, I LOVE THEM! And also most importantly, especially when your not sure of what to do, always follow your INTUITION/Inner Wisdom, it will prevent you from making MANY mistakes as interpreting messages is not always an easy thing to do.
EDIT: Dont overdue the amount of time you spend on discovering your Spirituality, always be brutally honest. My Angels continually tell me to maintian balance, real life, rest, health, entertainment, etc.
Thank you so much for this advice! I want nothing else than just getting in touch with my guardian angels. Channeling/astral travel etc is not so important for me and I know I'm still a baby in these areas and I wouldn't want to go there before someone holding my hand a while. It's just that part from where I am now, how do I get there? ;p. Let's say I stop eating meat and eat daires, fruit/vegetables and focus on meditations that will help chakras to heal/open at leas once a day, will I make process and knowing I am? Right now I've been trying all kinds of stuff, I even have a set of crystals to help me, but I get nothing assuring me I'm on the right path to discover more. Like talking to your guardian angels, when can you do this and how do you do this? I'm sure they know me better than I do myself so I would really love to get in contact with them and experience what it's like talking with the divine. Feel free to comment directly to my page since this isn't topic related :) thanks again!
You will know you are making progress when you start seeing lights. Just keep at it, with everything going on and all the energies incoming you should definately notice a difference in within a month, maybe sooner. Also try sungazing, I don't do it with my eyes open, I keep them shut and look at the sun. A couple times in my backyard while doing it I could see the tops of trees and other things. It looked like it would with my eyes open except it was like red shifted with only the center area of vision visible to me, the perimeter was obscured. I was not seeing it through my eye lids cause putting my hand over my forehead blocked what I was seeing. To start communicating with your Angels your should first say or think something along the lines of - I ask my Angels to reveal themselves to me and allow me to see and communicate with you. Their are websites that will tell you the ways they reveal themselves to you. With me its with small blibs of light, shadows, touch, warm, smells, Rainbows, feathers, clouds, animals. I keep it simple, one is yes, two is no for questions asked. But don't rely too heavily on them, most of your progress will be through self realization via Angel numbers and you just need to figure things out for yourself and not have your Angels do all the work for you because they won't, lol. BTW I have never actually heard their voice talk to me, but all you have to do to talk to them is either think or say Angels and they will be listening. Also don't forget the youtube pineal gland vids, you will feel them working, just concentrate on your pineal/forehead when you do, it helps.
EDIT: Actually its one for yes, zero for no, only a yes gets a response, sorry.
T....yes, this sense of separation,,,,,,,,it is called the first and last illusion.
I feel a deep heart felt connection to all of the human race......even to those I might not like personally. I also have a great deal of respect for everyone....for we have all been through a lot. I find it easy to forgive everyone for I know we have all been deep under the veil of forgetting,,and we are all confused about a lot. Lately I enjoy a lot of time alone or in the nature.
As for love....we are in a sea of love...the nature loves us,,,,,,the animals love us so much that they give their bodies as food,,,, ...the sun sends us pure love,,,and I cannot express how much Gaia loves us. Jesus loves us. the Ascended masters love us,, our galactic family loves us........and I love me....a lot.