Hello all i am new here, and fairly new to the metaphyical sense of the world. its interesting how all of these events leading to my awakening had taken place. Im a manicurist and a CNA ( NURSE ASSISTANT) by profession. I am twenty five years old. So its kind of crazy , Back in 06 I had an experience one night while i was asleep i had been taken out of my body by some dark object that was lingering in my room i couldnt break the trance until i called out to JESUS. I didnt have any reason to believe that it was paranormal. i just thought it was pretty weird and something had been telling me it was more than a dream... okay so moving on. nothing weird really happens to me until a little earlier this year when I was at the salon and i was about to do a pedicure for this client. So there was something peaceful about this woman.
She seemed like the type of person that may have been targeted as a kid by bullys or something. but she was very sure of everything it seemed, very modest humble soft spoken woman. okay so she was reading a book Kryon Dont think like a human... i believe. and i asked her what it was about. and she was saying something i couldnt quite under stand so ii just continued to go with the flow. and i began telling her a long time ago that i knew what i "knew" about life or religion , or what i had been taught had some flaws... i believed deep down in my heart that the things i had been learning in church wasnt the whole story. so anyway she tells me that when she finshes reading the books she will bring them back to the shop so i can read them... ( please excuse me if im rambling ) so i recieve the books and it takes me a while to read them because once i started reading it i was like what the heck is this. and i put it down for a couple of weeks. But something brought me back to the book and when i actually read it i was a bit shocked, how Kryon kept telling me that it was not by coincindence that i was reading the book. so anyhow i began you tubing and searching the net for other entities that are channelled and just being more aware of this "new age" . also during this time i had been online here at ACC and following the posts and discussions. so anyhow i begin talking to my mother about my newfound discovery and that my prayer had finally been answered.
My grandfather was a deacon at church so i come from a strict religious background. I kept asking god to lead me to the truth, because i felt in my heart that i wasnt being taught the "whole" truth , so anyhow im telling my mom how my prayer had been answsered and she began to start crying. i was going on about how et/s have lots to do with our very existence. and she told me how she had been abducted by ets i for one second didnt doubt her. she would also tell me that as a child she used to have a spirit that would visit her at night she said one night it came to her and told her that was the last time my mother would c her. and if my mom asked her why she would have to dissapear. which of course my mother asked and she never saw the being again. so i guess what im asking you all is to give me a little feedback to aid me in this discovery of myself and how my mother has anything to do with my being an old soul. indigo. starseede :) thank u all namaste :)
Thank you minerva :) im really hoping i can receive lots of insight :) i am very selfless in many of my actions and i know im here to help people. but i have to help myself first :) thank u
THank you for the welcome
welcome...stay full of love....the rest will happen naturally.....don't feed into fear, it is the opposite of love...much joy and laughter to you
Well here's my advice, take it for what it's worth for you....I don't think it's important where you're from, or if you're a hybrid, or starseed....I think people focus too much on that. It's nice to know, but right now....we're human beings, here on this dirt, on this planet Earth. And there's alot that needs to be done, right here, to make this place better, and improve peoples lives. I think that's what we should be focusing on, not trying to escape, or waiting for the GF to get here and bring us back home...because life here is so horrible...we're not here just for us....we're here to help this world be a better place...to help each individual have a good and happy life. That's what I focus on, and I think that's what everyone needs to focus on.
Well just search your heart my dear. What calling calls you. What do you feel compassion for, what makes you say, someone should do something about that. I learned a while ago...you look at something, and say....you know, someone should do something about that, that needs to change. And you realize, it most likely isn't going to change, unless I do something to change it.
I don't think there's any formula to connect with your higher self, it's a process, it happens over time as you grow and mature. Stillness helps...connecting to your heart helps...deep thinking helps...just being real and downplaying the ego and asking for your higher self to descend into you helps....but it's a process. I also learned the hard way, it's not wise to force growth...it's something that should happen naturally. Try not to stress over it :)
Like Jack Nicholson would say.....welcome to the ranks of the infamous lol We'd all be crazy to people out there.....but you know what....they're the ones who are really crazy lol Welcome to the site, SS :D
When you attempt to help others, it's usually a sign of ego. I found Kryon, the Urantia Book, Abraham Hicks, David Icke, etc. They point out the magic in the world for you to apprehend it. Developing the basic tools to do this is the important part. Society has turned into a material prison that sees the world (and you) as a mechanical wonderthing. It's mesmerized by magic (science) and will not let go until you pry it's dead, cold fingers away. Wish you well in breaking out of prison. Many will succeed, make no mistake. It's all illusion.
Oh, by the way, I know more about churches than most (at least I think so), so it was very difficult to break away from the dogma and theology that doesn't serve too well. The Urantia Book can help in this - Read papers 53, 188.
Although Jesus did not die this death on the cross to atone for the racial guilt of mortal man nor to provide some sort of effective approach to an otherwise offended and unforgiving God; even though the Son of Man did not offer himself as a sacrifice to appease the wrath of God and to open the way for sinful man to obtain salvation; notwithstanding that these ideas of atonement and propitiation are erroneous, nonetheless, there are significances attached to this death of Jesus on the cross which should not be overlooked. It is a fact that Urantia has become known among other neighboring inhabited planets as the “World of the Cross.” Jesus desired to live a full mortal life in the flesh on Urantia. Death is, ordinarily, a part of life. Death is the last act in the mortal drama. In your well-meant efforts to escape the superstitious errors of the false interpretation of the meaning of the death on the cross, you should be careful not to make the great mistake of failing to perceive the true significance and the genuine import of the Master’s death.
Mortal man was never the property of the archdeceivers. Jesus did not die to ransom man from the clutch of the apostate rulers and fallen princes of the spheres. The Father in heaven never conceived of such crass injustice as damning a mortal soul because of the evil-doing of his ancestors. Neither was the Master’s death on the cross a sacrifice which consisted in an effort to pay God a debt which the race of mankind had come to owe him. * Before Jesus lived on earth, you might possibly have been justified in believing in such a God, but not since the Master lived and died among your fellow mortals. Moses taught the dignity and justice of a Creator God; but Jesus portrayed the love and mercy of a heavenly Father.
The animal nature — the tendency toward evil-doing — may be hereditary, but sin is not transmitted from parent to child. Sin is the act of conscious and deliberate rebellion against the Father’s will and the Sons’ laws by an individual will creature. * Jesus lived and died for a whole universe, not just for the races of this one world. While the mortals of the realms had salvation even before Jesus lived and died on Urantia, it is nevertheless a fact that his bestowal on this world greatly illuminated the way of salvation; his death did much to make forever plain the certainty of mortal survival after death in the flesh. Though it is hardly proper to speak of Jesus as a sacrificer, a ransomer, or a redeemer, it is wholly correct to refer to him as a savior. He forever made the way of salvation (survival) more clear and certain; he did better and more surely show the way of salvation for all the mortals of all the worlds of the universe of Nebadon.
When once you grasp the idea of God as a true and loving Father, the only concept which Jesus ever taught, you must forthwith, in all consistency, utterly abandon all those primitive notions about God as an offended monarch, a stern and all-powerful ruler whose chief delight is to detect his subjects in wrongdoing and to see that they are adequately punished, unless some being almost equal to himself should volunteer to suffer for them, to die as a substitute and in their stead. The whole idea of ransom and atonement is incompatible with the concept of God as it was taught and exemplified by Jesus of Nazareth. The infinite love of God is not secondary to anything in the divine nature. All this concept of atonement and sacrificial salvation is rooted and grounded in selfishness. Jesus taught that service to one’s fellows is the highest concept of the brotherhood of spirit believers. Salvation should be taken for granted by those who believe in the fatherhood of God. The believer’s chief concern should not be the selfish desire for personal salvation but rather the unselfish urge to love and, therefore, serve one’s fellows even as Jesus loved and served mortal men. Neither do genuine believers trouble themselves so much about the future punishment of sin. The real believer is only concerned about present separation from God. True, wise fathers may chasten their sons, but they do all this in love and for corrective purposes. They do not punish in anger, neither do they chastise in retribution.
Even if God were the stern and legal monarch of a universe in which justice ruled supreme, he certainly would not be satisfied with the childish scheme of substituting an innocent sufferer for a guilty offender. The great thing about the death of Jesus, as it is related to the enrichment of human experience and the enlargement of the way of salvation, is not the fact of his death but rather the superb manner and the matchless spirit in which he met death. This entire idea of the ransom of the atonement places salvation upon a plane of unreality; such a concept is purely philosophic. Human salvation is real; it is based on two realities which may be grasped by the creature’s faith and thereby become incorporated into individual human experience: the fact of the fatherhood of God and its correlated truth, the brotherhood of man. It is true, after all, that you are to be “forgiven your debts, even as you forgive your debtors.”
The cross of Jesus portrays the full measure of the supreme devotion of the true shepherd for even the unworthy members of his flock. It forever places all relations between God and man upon the family basis. God is the Father; man is his son. Love, the love of a father for his son, becomes the central truth in the universe relations of Creator and creature — not the justice of a king which seeks satisfaction in the sufferings and punishment of the evil-doing subject. The cross forever shows that the attitude of Jesus toward sinners was neither condemnation nor condonation, but rather eternal and loving salvation. Jesus is truly a savior in the sense that his life and death do win men over to goodness and righteous survival. Jesus loves men so much that his love awakens the response of love in the human heart. Love is truly contagious and eternally creative. Jesus’ death on the cross exemplifies a love which is sufficiently strong and divine to forgive sin and swallow up all evil-doing. Jesus disclosed to this world a higher quality of righteousness than justice — mere technical right and wrong. Divine love does not merely forgive wrongs; it absorbs and actually destroys them. The forgiveness of love utterly transcends the forgiveness of mercy. Mercy sets the guilt of evil-doing to one side; but love destroys forever the sin and all weakness resulting therefrom. Jesus brought a new method of living to Urantia. He taught us not to resist evil but to find through him a goodness which effectually destroys evil. The forgiveness of Jesus is not condonation; it is salvation from condemnation. Salvation does not slight wrongs; it makes them right. True love does not compromise nor condone hate; it destroys it. The love of Jesus is never satisfied with mere forgiveness. The Master’s love implies rehabilitation, eternal survival. It is altogether proper to speak of salvation as redemption if you mean this eternal rehabilitation.
Jesus, by the power of his personal love for men, could break the hold of sin and evil. He thereby set men free to choose better ways of living. Jesus portrayed a deliverance from the past which in itself promised a triumph for the future. Forgiveness thus provided salvation. The beauty of divine love, once fully admitted to the human heart, forever destroys the charm of sin and the power of evil. The sufferings of Jesus were not confined to the crucifixion. In reality, Jesus of Nazareth spent upward of twenty-five years on the cross of a real and intense mortal existence. The real value of the cross consists in the fact that it was the supreme and final expression of his love, the completed revelation of his mercy. On millions of inhabited worlds, tens of trillions of evolving creatures who may have been tempted to give up the moral struggle and abandon the good fight of faith, have taken one more look at Jesus on the cross and decided to forge onward.
That darkness you mentioned... in my opinion it comes to one who sends out love, but the love is not returned, or even betrayed.
The rest I am unsure about, I don't really practice any of this stuff. I have one memory of being in collective consciousness/light but that's all. It's been a long time I tried to access any ability... mostly only in college to get answers for test I did not study for.
Good luck finding your answers.
Thank you for sharing Starstruck and welcome. This is intriguing.