you all have helped to save my life
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This is what will happen: You will instantly get out of your body. You will feel every tear, pain and sorrow that everyone who know you feels.
Next, you will see what would have been and what your mission on earth was. Sometimes it is just to talk to someone to change their entire life. You will see what could have been and judge yourself at the end.
If you choose to, you will probably decide to repeat this entire experience again. You did not accomplish the lesson that you committed to experience. You will have to fight for battle ground that you have already gained. Middle of life (battle) you retreated from the battle and now you are on charge mode and have to bleed and sweat for what you have already fought for once.
If people would know how valuable and special being on Earth is they would consider themselves millionaires.
you should direct a movie about describing peoples predicaments to them, in a fictional story about it doing any good because what you said is very similar to my earliest memories of defending myslef from abusive alchoholics. I have as much chance standing up to rhetoric, but explain that to someone who still feels like an abused child
I send you love, sister. Thank you.
Your reply is beautiful with well chosen words. Yvonne
Your problems and life are a lot complexer then mine were, but untill my 45 (I'm 51 now) I've tried to go to the other side by trying to speed the car into a tree and so on, too.
Then a friend gave this book ' The power of now' by Eckhart Tolle. The book changed my life completely and showed me a way to come from the darkness into the light. A friend's sister who was in and out psychiatric clinics all the time, decided to go to the other side. The book was send to her and she started reading it with her mentor. It had the same effect on her as it did on me.
Here you can read the book: http://theyogapathtransforms.com/Documents/The%20power%20of%20Now-%...
If you have no one to read it with, we can read it together. Hopefully it does the same for you as it did for thousands others.
Dei Eif ILLUME.....I myself come from an abusive alcoholic home and spent sometime sleeping in abandoned buildings. I could have died LITERALLY, now that I look back, but I am alive.......There was a time where I felt like I was wearing a heavy overcoat that was given to me by my parents, but I imagined myself taking that coat off, and freeing myself. THE ABUSE IS NO LONGER HAPPENING, you are safe now.....
maybe you could send that to nick in a private message next time, and not treat me like some kind of validation point
thanks thats what i needed to hear right now. ive already been hospitalised twice for self abuse...im very afraid as i have attempted to crash my car a lot recently. Im trying to complete rehabilitation from suicide but tis difficult. Ive tried helping others worse off, seeing the good in those i think worse of and writing letters to certain people i once considered friends. ive been very lost since i started attempting suicide after serious demonic attack. I also have problem with spirits that wont leave me alone. Ive been seeking counsel and sanctuary on these networks for a while but the energy becomes stifling and actually painful if i attempt to use it like a crutch. right now i have two broken hands a lot of scrathces and bruises, no friends and a cold feeling in my stomach. I also have no idea how to stop trying to kill myself with drug abuse
i believe when you visualise internally your using the same part of the brain that you use to commune with spiritual entities and this changes the flow of qi from ascending to descending. I also believe that if i encountered any person or thing in my life that resembled the things i see in the spirit i would work very hard to destroy them. I also believe destruction is a natural coping mechanism with trauma, like how some children torture insects and some merely relay thier abusers actions onto others. either way im sick of all forms of spiritual abuse and have lost the ability to identify the difference between reason and causality, or if you like black and white and wrong. I also dont know what im going to end up doing as a result of all this voodoo morality, chances are it will involve permanent change of address to somewhere the walls are real and not inside my mind
You are describing all sorts of symptoms from trauma. I can see your desperate attempt to find and cling onto some reality. You havnt spoken of what event lead up to this dark time.
began with an abusive father, went through poverty, came out other end a mean adult. pretty simple effect of the majority wealth holders not giving much of a fuck