Whenever I stand in the shower, letting the warm, soothing waters stream down on my forehead, the water dancing down my body in every direction, I meditate the best. The healing energies of the water, combined with the serene atmosphere in general, seem to make it easier to relax and think, or better, stop thinking, and start intending.
Once, while in the shower a few weeks ago, I found myself looking at the planet from what i believe was my highest self's point of view; I was at a decent distance so as to view the whole earth in the center of my view easily. In my etheral body, I held the entire planet, cradeling it to my chest as a single tear ran down my cheek.(although it felt my light body was sobbing)Then, I saw the Earth explode in every direction, but with my ethereal body, i basically scooped all the pieces back to where they were in one slow yet strong motion, and they all came together as they were meant to be from shear will.
I became instantly inspired by this apparent power of mine, and demanded that the Cosmos hear me! "All of Creation, the world in general! Hear me! There is love here!"(I now see a huge map of sorts, almost a holographic seeming one with a black backdrop, and white,silver,and orange colorings distinguishing what appeared to be galaxies spreading around a large golden something(Likely the home of the most ascended and/or old beings), as i i begin to say this). I then envisioned a rainbow of love pouring into my being from above and below, balancing at my Christ Heart Center, and I saw what seemed to be my multidimensional being coming together as one(I saw a rainbow of light bodied "me's" flowing down into my physical form within seconds) allowing me to channel this energy through my ethereal body in the form of a massive sapphire blue, healing shockwave spreading across the entirety of the map i perceived as the Cosmos as a whole. I did this three times, clapping my hands physically along with the envisioned shockwave of my energy charging up then spreading throughout existence. I have this ability to effect because i choose to. "World, how long would you fight for, walk through hell for, hurt for the chance to save someone you love. I don't know about you but thats why I'm here" I then saw myself kicking down a door to a crystal palace, out of frustration, saying, "Let me in i am sick of waiting! Don't you see there is love here? I am love! i breathe and serve all that is love! Help me help you help us all." Naturally, whoever was there, gave me the most startled look and lashed a whip at me, forcing me to my knees. I then called out, " I'm sorry i didn't mean to intrude! I'm getting impatient." Yet, this experience as a whole showed me that i need only be patient and enjoy the moment for now. love, live love in every single second of the day and all the pieces of the puzzle will come together with all of us loving and trusting ourselves.
The world is what we make it yes? Then, let's starting making it something beautiful. I'll take the slower route at risk of a little impatient frustration, yet potentially gaining lives when it comes down to it. Why else are we here?
Last night proves you right :) i had the worst headache it seemed last night, and once i finally brought myself to get up and go to the shower and just sit on the ground with the hot water gently beating against my face, it was gone within a couple minutes. Oh the healing powers of water :)