I LIVE IN HELL!! The constant screaming is difficult to deal with.

I understand this is a choice, so I guess I should do something rather than just complain. But, the constant barrage of noise and all the screaming is just starting to get me down. Right now there is some high pitched alarm or something that is piercing my being and it really hurts. Unfortunately its not an alarm, and no one is going to shut it off, that's just the buzz of this crappy town. I wish I lived in a tall tree in a vast forest, with no electricity, no buzz that only serves to disorient me. I really don't like this place.

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Permalink Reply by Solarkid on May 17, 2012 at 2:02pm

That is why the Warrior of Light has the impression of living two lives at the same time. In one of them he is obliged to do everything that he does not want to do, fighting for ideas that he does not believe in. But there is another life, one that he discovers in his dreams, readings, and meeting people who think like he does.

The warrior lets both lives draw close to one another.

"There is a bridge that connects what I do with what I would like to do," he thinks. Little by little his dreams take over his routine, until he realizes that he is ready for what he has always wanted.

So, a little bit of daring is enough to transform the two lives into just one.

This is his chance to undo the bad that he caused. A chance that he always seizes without any hesitation.

Paulo Coelho - Warrior of the Light

We all need that bit of daring ;) but maybe that is the hardest part...

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ContributorPermalink Reply by STAR on May 17, 2012 at 2:47pm

I know how you feel melody, i have gone through the barrage of noise you describe...

its necessary to strengthen character, know its serving your highest good.

When this happens try to meditate, play music

drown out the noise; use visualisation, mantras, whatever makes you scream *happy* lol

i used this for 30 years & remained sane in the busiest town ever... it works! <3

btw i love paul coelho, good stuff Solarkid! lol

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Permalink Reply by Louise on May 18, 2012 at 8:11am

How peculiar, I haven't been by here in ages, and I am reading a novel The Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho....

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on May 17, 2012 at 2:44pm

Melody-Dove....you need to move to the countryside......I cant live where it is noisy...it takes too much energy to block it out......manifest something....

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Permalink Reply by Solarkid on May 17, 2012 at 4:29pm

Yes please pick me up! ^_^ I would really like to go away...

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Permalink Reply by geonic on May 17, 2012 at 4:17pm

perhaps you may be experiencing a kind of pendulum effect from the energy you gave out yesterday. . that was alot of energy <3 reason I mention is because I experienced similar. . is fine though. . I remember how this energy stuff goes.

a steady pace can be helpful but sometimes a push is needed too <3

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Permalink Reply by Cortex on May 17, 2012 at 4:34pm

Be careful with your thoughts as they might become true...

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Permalink Reply by jans_zen on May 17, 2012 at 7:48pm

i feel u. for me its not the sounds in my head, its the thoughts. my mind races like crazy with constant thoughts. its like I'm "downloading" my amnesia constantly. truly is hard to deal with and makes me question my existence in this body. we are all ready for change and its going to come :) try to keep calm and carry on.. i think thats a saying lol

much love

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Permalink Reply by Lester Reece Haworth III on May 17, 2012 at 8:14pm

Melody,

I get those too but they go away after 5 min or so. I have fould that drinking plenty of water helps and I don't experience this on my fasting days at all. I will direct some good energy your way and pray that this awful noise stops. Hang in there sister. Many blessings...

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Permalink Reply by Hollie on May 17, 2012 at 9:25pm

Healing with water crystals by Masaru Emoto is a nice book that includes 2 disks with classical music that are very healing to listen to and should repair the damage that has been done to you. Also I would recommend keeping water with positive loving messages written on the bottle as your drinking water.

Oh and also you may want to get some headphones so you can drown out the other noises.. Also, you could consider sound-proofing your home or at least one room for you to relax and escape in...

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Permalink Reply by Si on May 17, 2012 at 9:41pm

WHAT?!? HUH?!? CAN'T HEAR YOU OVER ALL THAT NOISE!!! :P KIDDING! But seriously, I do "HEAR" you when it comes to buzzing, screaming, fidgeting, tapping, honking, beeping, screetching, etc. You are not alone in this... I know many people (including myself) who would agree w/ you. Maybe it's time to hit the woods for some camping or a hike (or whatever your flavor). Go reflect in the peacefulness of nature. It's calling you....