I LIVE IN HELL!! The constant screaming is difficult to deal with.

I understand this is a choice, so I guess I should do something rather than just complain. But, the constant barrage of noise and all the screaming is just starting to get me down. Right now there is some high pitched alarm or something that is piercing my being and it really hurts. Unfortunately its not an alarm, and no one is going to shut it off, that's just the buzz of this crappy town. I wish I lived in a tall tree in a vast forest, with no electricity, no buzz that only serves to disorient me. I really don't like this place.

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Permalink Reply by 0vrcuo8xwis4v on May 17, 2012 at 10:42pm

Scream at me then. Give me your darkest filled emotions and I will make sure they do not return.
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Permalink Reply by jans_zen on May 18, 2012 at 3:55am

i am melting my ego into the keys I'm typing right now. this is my darkest emotion. please help me to release it. love

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Permalink Reply by Stick on May 18, 2012 at 12:38am

Love, Light & Respect Melody Dove... don't let the fading shadows of duality get you down.

“We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same.”

~Juan Matus

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Permalink Reply by Valientelover on May 18, 2012 at 12:39am

Sorry about ur dilemma, Melody, but funny you mention being high up in a tree! Why? And why should u be a tad grateful? Well, I happen to live in the woods and love it here, but.. my deaf and blind 18 year old cat is somewhere missing since Sunday night, possibly in a tree... somewhere?! Kinda freakin' out here! I'l b worried, but prolly basically b ok! I looked 4 an hour and a half today, put up a huge sign on a tree on the corner, called all my neighbor friends and prayed consistently! I only ask for others prayers and u have mine and others..

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Permalink Reply by Kathy Dixon on May 18, 2012 at 4:14am

I pray you find her! With all my heart, I pray for you two to be united NOW!

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Permalink Reply by Kathy Dixon on May 18, 2012 at 4:12am

I don't know how to comfort you, but want you to know that I'm feeling much the same as you. Love, kathy x

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Permalink Reply by John Jancar on May 18, 2012 at 5:59am

"Here comes the noise" is what I say when people come around lol People just seem to make a lot of noise no matter what they're doing. Me, I'm a quiet person....of course I can be more expressive and animated than anyone when I want to be, but I prefer to be quiet and be in silence. And I always find it amazing how people just seem to be afraid to be silent. They always have to be doing something, or watching something, or listening to something, or talking about something. And they have a way of making the most trivial things sound oh so important...and the real important things sound trivial. Oh well, that's people for you. But it is interesting to be in the city sometimes...with the hustle bustle and the constant activity. There's always something to see. But I think it's better to be in a quiet serene place, where it's peaceful. Ultimately people only make so much noise because they're not at peace.

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Permalink Reply by Yvonne Epiphany on May 22, 2012 at 4:18am

Dear Melody Dove Love, I have been feeling exactly as you describe for many years now. I live in the foothills, but every single noise that is not from nature, anything manmade, the sound of trucks, cars, people talking out in the road, racoons chasing and killing cats or smaller creatures. I can barely get any rest to ground myself. I have been so extremely sensitive to anything manmade for years of my life. Bright lights, doorbells ringing, telephones ringing, car doors slamming. I usually hybernate during the daytime and stay awake at night when the neighborhood is asleep. Although I realize that you have a small child and are not able to time your life that way. I've screamed alone in my car until I can't stand it any more. " Why don't they all respect the quietness of nature?" I keep asking? Now I finally feel there will be a relief from all of this manmade commotion..I have asked the Agarthians to allow me to visit them and join with them when the time is ready. I look forward to resonating with other souls who understand the importance of respecting the beauty around us without resorting to man made noises every second. I am relating to you in your delemna, Dear. Contact me please at my email. We can talk more...Yvonne in Sonora foothills, California

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Permalink Reply by Kathy Dixon on May 23, 2012 at 4:10am

Dear Yvonne, your email soothed me and helped me to feel not so all alone. I feel exactly the same way you do. Recently the oil field moved all around my house out in the country where I live, and over these past 19 months, I have suffered a complete mental, emotionnal and physical breakdown. I pray daily for peace and quiet and yes, I too find myself closing off the curtains during the day just to shut out the commotion. So sad not to be able to enjoy the day anymore. Trucks, heavy equipment all up and down my road. Yes, sometimes I think I have already died and gone to hell. Even the loud voices of the drillers and those machines drilling in the ground sound like demons to me.

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Permalink Reply by Yvonne Epiphany on May 24, 2012 at 4:40pm

Dear Kathy, I am so very happy that you have written to me! Please know that I am always here for you. It is wonderful to find so many kind and loving souls who will hear our cries and comfort us. I have sent you a friend request. Many Blessings and Love, YvonneCALIFORNIA POPPIES