Being yourself, who are you?

In my 36 years here on the earth, i have accumulated so much baggage, so many different layers to myself, from childhood till now, that sometimes, i don't really know myself at all.

I have spent many hours here, defending my stance, my belief system, arguing with others, about who is right or wrong, etc.............

There is a theory, that we are all one.

If that theory is correct, then we should maybe all feel the same, think the same, become robots, oh, like the NWO new religion wants us to become, hahah, i dont think so!!!

In many ways, we are all connected, we all have to live on this earth, we are all human beings, we have to live here, so we have to learn to get along, regardless of our beliefs, which i think is just layers of baggage we have accumulated along the way.

We like to clothe ourselves, in many various layers, as not to know our real selves, which i think is the whole point in life, to know our real selves.

Awareness.

When we are aware, we are aware of many things, we are aware of our thoughts, our feelings, our real selves, true, authentic selves, which is really only awareness maybe.

I have had my fill of lies, ive lied to myself for long enough, maybe iam still lying to myself now, who knows????

Maybe this is just another layer of lies iam adding??!

Am i lying to myself?

That is for me to figure out?

Are you lying to yourself?

All i know is, the internet and this site in particular, is full of disinfo and lies, if people actually took the time to get to know themselves, then, they would know when someone is lying to them, they could see past the lies, past the fluff, and get to the truth, to know themselves.

I think that is what we are here for, not for the lies, for the truth, and that truth, starts with ourselves.

Maybe then, we could say, we are one, for we want the truth, not lies.

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Permalink Reply by 1iedot3yr6c3k on July 23, 2012 at 10:33pm

Thanks for posting Kelly. I have been a lurker for a long time and I generally agree with your beliefs. There is indeed a lot of disinfo and lies on this site, it is often difficult to decipher which ones are just BS. I used to follow all the channelings religiously. Then I'd get so excited only for disclosure and all the other stuff, only to be disappointed time and time again. I don't know if I was lying to myself or if it was simply wishful thinking. Maybe it was a bit of both. I just cannot do it any longer. I look back on all the failed channelings and just wonder what the hell I was thinking in getting so excited over them. And I can still count on one hand how many of them have actually happened. Then again, I guess anybody can count to zero.

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Permalink Reply by BlueStar on July 23, 2012 at 11:07pm

Honestly I've seen evidence of many sightings. They are not reported through the main-stream media. Many sightings have happened in Mexico and have been reported. Use the web. They are out there. There is plenty of evidence if one knows where to find it.

If you are wishing for a personal experience maybe you have been looking in the wrong places there as well. Must they present themselves physically for you to believe in them?

One more thing. Ask yourself why it is so important. If you know they are out there then why do you need physical proof? Isn't it more important that we ascend? As you become lighter and less bound to earthly problems they will present themselves in your world. Trust that. Find out what's holding you back.

Much good luck to you all. (even the so-called liars). Go in peace!!!!

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Permalink Reply by 1iedot3yr6c3k on July 23, 2012 at 11:57pm

Oh, I fully and completely know they are there, I don't need proof. I am just really tired of all the lies in the channelings. I am tired of being told that we are on the verge of something big when nothing happens. I'm tired of being told that disclosure is just around the corner when nothing happens. I'm tired of being told to expect decloakings "in a few weeks" when nothing happens. 'm tired of being told that to trust Nidle's timeline when I have no reason to (or anybody else has reason to for that matter). I am tired of hearing that the mass arrests are "well under way". But you know what I am most tired of? I am most tired of all the hipocrasy on this site and I'm tired of all disinformation being spread (you know who you are).

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Permalink Reply by 3r53q3gvow78q on July 24, 2012 at 12:54am

I know EXACTLY how ya feel girl! I have recently come to realize that there is A LOT of disinformation on this site. I am able to discern things a lot better now and when things resonate with me, they really reasonate with me.

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Permalink Reply by Drome on July 23, 2012 at 10:43pm

I have many selves, but the one you mean I think is the Master god self, which is the same Master god self as yours.

Considered that, yes we are one.

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Permalink Reply by BlueStar on July 23, 2012 at 10:57pm

It's very interesting that you chose to write about this subject. Just today I was reading a book of three authors, Deepak Chopra being one of them; it is called "The Shadow Effect: Iluminating the Hidden Power of Your True Self". It may shed some light on your dilemma. There's more though. I feel it is time for me to reveal my true self....

I am sharing a short version of my story. It began many years ago and is very interesting but I will only share the main events that inspired this picture today. Today is July 23, 2012, my late husband’s birthday as it were. The primary event that started it all happened in November 1999. I had a four hour experience where I talked with God and was told many things about my future. I had always had a funny feeling that I was ‘special’; now I knew why. I was thanked for volunteering to come here to help the planet and all the people.

Many years pass while I healed from past wounding and then suddenly in 2009 many things began happening in my world. I began finding information on the web that confirmed many of the things I was told in 1999. I knew the end of my waiting was near; excitement was growing every day.

Suddenly I woke one day and knew it was time to have a past life regression and I knew just the person to do it. I went in though I had no job or money because I knew it was the right person and the right time; that everything would be fine. All the information I learned agreed with all I had been told!

A few days later I had this vision:

I saw that I was the White Buffalo Calf Woman returning to bring freedom to the people of the whole world. I was very strong and powerful but my power was not the kind of force or of coercion. It was simply personal power. I knew then that I would lead all the people of the world to freedom and happiness. I had a very sharp picture in my mind of how I would look and because I am an artist I drew the vision in my mind; here it is.

I reserve rights to this picture and story but it can be sent intact, with the story, to anyone who will treat it correctly and preserve its integrity. – Paula McDole

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Permalink Reply by 3k4chtnlqbjvv on July 24, 2012 at 5:11pm

You can do it yourself through meditation Kelly. It may not go as deep but it will be safer.

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on July 24, 2012 at 5:32pm

Kelly, you get past life memory when you resonate with the personal AKASHIC records in LAYER 8 of your DNA. You can activate this with your intention......some of the DNA activation vids on youtube or DNA activation music could also be helpful.

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on July 24, 2012 at 5:42pm

...HIGH FIVE:::!!!

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Permalink Reply by BlueStar on July 25, 2012 at 7:31am

sounds good to me. :)

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on July 25, 2012 at 9:41am

Emerald Nia.......these different ascension formulas....not really sure what you mean, but I was about to write a post giving ways to speed up and smooth out ascension.......this is not misinformation, it is a science. We all have an energy body and we all have chakras.....so these practices are the science of energy work, or some are simply a medical thing. Also since different people are at all different stages o the path, one would need different practices at different times. The point is to follow your inner guidance and it will bring you to the information that you need.

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on July 25, 2012 at 10:34am

Emerald Nia....I view ascension as a science, so, I would say that some things do work for everyone. The Tibetians, the Hindus and the Essenes teach it this way , too. The science of energy work. However. I will agree that you are right, too.