Being yourself, who are you?

In my 36 years here on the earth, i have accumulated so much baggage, so many different layers to myself, from childhood till now, that sometimes, i don't really know myself at all.

I have spent many hours here, defending my stance, my belief system, arguing with others, about who is right or wrong, etc.............

There is a theory, that we are all one.

If that theory is correct, then we should maybe all feel the same, think the same, become robots, oh, like the NWO new religion wants us to become, hahah, i dont think so!!!

In many ways, we are all connected, we all have to live on this earth, we are all human beings, we have to live here, so we have to learn to get along, regardless of our beliefs, which i think is just layers of baggage we have accumulated along the way.

We like to clothe ourselves, in many various layers, as not to know our real selves, which i think is the whole point in life, to know our real selves.

Awareness.

When we are aware, we are aware of many things, we are aware of our thoughts, our feelings, our real selves, true, authentic selves, which is really only awareness maybe.

I have had my fill of lies, ive lied to myself for long enough, maybe iam still lying to myself now, who knows????

Maybe this is just another layer of lies iam adding??!

Am i lying to myself?

That is for me to figure out?

Are you lying to yourself?

All i know is, the internet and this site in particular, is full of disinfo and lies, if people actually took the time to get to know themselves, then, they would know when someone is lying to them, they could see past the lies, past the fluff, and get to the truth, to know themselves.

I think that is what we are here for, not for the lies, for the truth, and that truth, starts with ourselves.

Maybe then, we could say, we are one, for we want the truth, not lies.

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Permalink Reply by John Jancar on July 21, 2012 at 8:33pm

Well I don't think it's we are one, as in, we're all supposed to be the same lol Or have a group consciousness or hive mind, or be like the twilight zone episode where everyone acts in complete unison, all the time. I think it's...we are all one, because we are all part of God, we are all interconnected. We all are unique individuals, unique aspects of God, unique designs of Gods imagination, no two beings are exactly alike. We're all different, that's part of what makes life great, all the diversity and uniqueness. I remember writing a blog about this when I first came here, the glory of God is the creation, the glory of God is me and you, without us, there would just be God existing in unmanifested potential.

I think that's what they mean by we are all one, is that...we all come from God, we are all part of God,, but God created this creation, with all the infinite number of beings and infinite diversity, all different and unique from each other, yet still part of the same whole, still aspects of one totality, still extensions of God, creator of all that is, was, or ever will be. E Pluribus Unum...out of many, we are one. Or more accurately, out of one, we are many. And I think that's how God meant it to be.

Of course, I don't know these things for sure, these are just my ideas lol And unlike most people, I can distinguish between what I know, and what I believe, or what my ideas are.

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Permalink Reply by ambereyes on July 22, 2012 at 1:31am

Unity IN diversity= Oneness! :D

So we are quite able to be unified and still keep our own uniqueness, this is ONENESS! ;D

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Permalink Reply by rsolor on July 22, 2012 at 2:33am

thanks for sharing Kelly.

i am going to state something i have felt for awhile, just not sure for i get interaction.

i feel i am a camera, and a microphone at times installed for something to watch me go thru planet hell hole. for what reasons i don't know or sure of that it is a blessing, yes i see the animal instincts and reactions of fear and self surviaval from any harm, and can relate on how we all act in a way like a child to get approval of what we do others, and try to be accepted in the herd, and not cast out as not a loser, or as in the animal kingdom being the wounded or old one of the herd. if this is enlightment of knowing oneslef, i or what i think is i, it becomes almost to a numb feeling of being alone, for my instincts to self defence still comes to play, no matter what roleplaying i want to play or convince myslef i am that.
sorry for statments i mean no harm, for i too have felt that pain too for those statements too from many writings of so called wise ones.
blessings to all of us for we are all one.

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Permalink Reply by rsolor on July 22, 2012 at 3:45am

thanks for sharing Kelly.

i feel i.m.h.o. we all are not alone anymore.
maybe that mankind has as a whole become aware of itslef.that is in the social sciences of different degrees of truth, but of course with some disinformation added by force, they need a paycheck, like all of all us on planet hell hole.
my interaction of whatever tells me that all is about to change starting with our d.n.a. wiring and that means ALL OF US ALIVE and i must take it at that, till proven wrong, do not belive me just have an open mind. this is what keeps me going, not the blessings of being alive now, i am not a masochist human monkey slave who just forgives, loves, and forgets the instincts of d.n.a. survival wiring in ALL of us that flows thru our emotions. harsh yes, however we are not alone, just see what the s.o.h.o are showing, this cannot be hidden anymore from mankind, they all love us .

blessings to all of us for we are all one

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Permalink Reply by Valientelover on July 22, 2012 at 6:17am

We do need to get back to the truth of ourselves, who we truly are here... we are all one.. not the same... different parts of the same whole... oneness!!

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on July 22, 2012 at 8:02am

Oneness, now that is something to ponder......

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Permalink Reply by Feather Winger on July 22, 2012 at 7:58am

Diversity ......isn´t that the creative part of oneness....like a painting is one,,,,but it is made of many colors....

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Permalink Reply by Tyler on July 22, 2012 at 9:07am

no thats not what the nwo new religion wants there is no nwo religion there is only the realization of the divine light of God inside each person.

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Permalink Reply by Joyana Suwati Brookmeyer on July 26, 2012 at 1:30pm

oh..this is getting more complicated..reading all comments..Audie..yours for me is clearer than any.. especially: "During many of our reincarnations we have been more on the dark side than on the light side. In the end the light always wins out, because that is where you started out at, and that is what you return to.."

TRUTH for me…sometimes very clear..when so..feel comfort..then the ‘inner’ dialogue reveals other aspects..so i ’see’/’saw’… can only continue to keep faith…pay attention to how others feel react.. we all have ups..downs..have to roll with punches..hunches. my gut intention is to keep toward making life better..using common sense. when the hard challenges hit…one wants to find way thru over and above.. change is inevitable..so what once ‘worked’ doesn’t.. not because of ‘lies’…something comes up from past hurts. i don’t kid myself..not a kid anymore..now at 77 having ridden waves/storms..nothing surprises me

we win some..lose some.. even friends who wanted to help if they could at the time..then their challenges cause them to back away..have to help themselves..out of own survival.

but there just isn’t any way to know exactly what to do when things get broken..or get worn out..useless.

alone again w/the dilemma of survival.. creative imagination..inspired dreams carrying tools to make good ideas manifest..uplift self..family..others. you’re on your way..sun is shining..feel presence of angelic reality of nature..flowers..butterflies..soft clouds..clear bluest of skies..then the car breaks down..and you need to hitch a ride..or call a friend w/a tow truck..just to get home..and feel lucky to have a home to return to.

i am here to find good intended others..weeding through hoping to resonate..not suffer heartache of loneliness..abandonment. wonder why people wanted to hurt me..perhaps they had been so hurt..it was all they knew?

music/lyrics tell me the stories..old song most here too young to have ever heard: THE ROAD GETS ROUGHER..LONELIER AND TOUGHER..even at the ‘midnight’ hours..when time seems to be running out..so far there has been one more day..if lucky..or the ‘weather’ permits..a chance to take a step forward..

that’s why i come here..to this site..join with y’all..for better or worse..richer or poorer..in sickness or health..til’ death do us part.

kind of like MARRIAGE VOWS..and there is nothing sweeter than a long lasting honestly intended good marriage..to me that is what OUR ONENESS bears meaning and purpose for life~ best idea is to GO WITH GOD..BELIEVE IN GOD’S MERCY..understand the GUIDANCE..work as diligently as possible to follow.. I’d prefer to believe..best choice can think of..thus far~

and to have had children..watch them grow..nurture and love them..hope they will not be led astray.. we have been given so much more ability to communicate NOW w/the entire world.. hope i get some replies..interested to hear more from my ‘family’ here..at least we are trying..and for the most part being LOVING~

and Kelly..yes sweetheart..sometimes pretend just to get through the day~ it seems fine to pretend..as long as you are not hurting anyone by so doing..especially yourself~

you say you are 36..a lot can happen even at 36.. whether it matters..i could be your grandmother..and a good one..if i have followed the path righteously thus far~ OLD FOLKS..YOUNG FOLKS..love you..hope you love me..so far it feels truly..y’all do..thank you..love giving and receiving love..good wishes~